Nervous anticipation

I'm flying with Colton today alone.  He has a stuffy nose and an independent streak that tells him sitting on mom's lap is not cool--two things that give me a terrible, foreboding feeling about having him as a "lap child" on a five hour plane ride.  Combine that with our experience last time we flew alone to Utah, and perhaps you can understand why I've had butterflies all day.  Wish me luck!!!